Your opinion ?!?
Hey guys….its been a while since my last post…but I figured I would make a post and see what my fellow man have to say on the subject.
To start things of ill give a slight background on myself…I am 26 years old and I always suffered from a low self esteem due to the size of my member (5.25 nbp x 5.3 base) as a result of this self esteem issue I almost always had performance anxiety ( I would worry about what a girl would think about me when she found out I am not hung or was not able to please her in bed and what she would tell her friends which know me, those kind of thoughts were in my head through out the whole time) which manifested itself as a not functional dick at the time when I need it the most…however if the girl was cool (which most of the time they were) on a second or third encounter I would get comfortable enough with them and overcome this issue…and even if I did rise to the occasion I cant say that I lasted too long so I suppose its safe to say that we can add premature ejaculation on top of performance anxiety. As terrible as it is I learned to live with it…and by learned to live with it I mean skip out on lots and lots of sex which I could have easily had (according to women I am a good looking guy) and had sex only with the women which I felt that I absolutely had to have. I guess I should also add that generally I have sex only 1 time per encounter…for example once at night, and maybe once in the morning…but going twice within a 2 hour period for example almost never happens for me.
Now…when you think the story is pretty bad…it gets even worse. Lately I feel that my sex drive has gone down significantly, I mean I don’t even have urges to masturbate anymore, and when I do masturbate in some cases I don’t achieve a 100% erection or even if I do achieve it but stop physical stimulation for a few seconds, my erection starts to subside, also I noticed that my nocturnal erection are not at 100% either maybe 80-90% at best…..does this mean that I am suffering from some sort of ED now ????????
( as a side note: I am 5’11, 180 lbs all muscle, I work out 4 – 5 times a week, and eat fairly healthy most of the time….on the flip side of this coin I smoke weed almost everyday, about 2 packs of cigarettes per week, but only lately, and drink alcohol around 3 times per week…I would estimate it at 1 liter of vodka per week on average, and I guess I should also add that I do a little bit of cocaine every now and then…usually only when I party very hard…I would estimate if at once every 2 – 3 months on average….and the last but not least I sometimes take half a percaset which is basically oxicotons with alcohol when I am about to have sex…makes me last for a long time and gives me a very good control of my ejaculation…… my sleeping habits are bit messed up as well I would say, due to my nature of work I don’t have to wake up early in the morning and thus do not have a fixed schedule that I adhere to, so I go to sleep at like 2 – 3 am and wake up around 10 – 11 am)…Geeez now that I typed all of that up it really looks pretty bad
Tomorrow I want to go to a doctor and talk to him about my possible ED problem and figure out how to bring my sex drive back. To start I am quitting smoking cigarettes for good and reducing my weed and alcohol consumption to maximum of twice per week, and reducing my cocaine consumption to as much as possible. And going to try to make a fixed schedule for myself to get up at 8:30 am and go to sleep no later then 1 am mon-fri.
I am not sure what my questions are…I guess I just wanted to get it out of me, and get any input suggestions or comments from you guys:
A couple of questions that do come to mind are:
Which doctor should I consult, a PCP or a Urologist?
Is there anything that you guys could recommend to increase my libido a bit?
P.S: I restarted to PE at a very light schedule….5 times a week for about 15 minutes total (3-4 min stretches and 10 – 12 min jelqing in the shower) I do it mostly for health reasons cause I kind of gave up on the growth aspect of PE, plus when u do it at such a light schedule and don’t expect growth its much easier to keep it up.
Any comments or suggestions are greatly appreciated…thanx guys u r all great :)