Who are we doing this for??
I starting PE about 6 weeks ago, but it’s something I’ve been wondering about and fantasizing about for a long
time. Anyway, I got serious mid February and have enjoyed the members posts and the mountain of knowledge available to us new guys. As I’ve been learning, and growing , I’ve realized that a lot of the growth is somewhere other than my dick. 2004 was not a really good year for me; health issues, a death in the family etc. and it was kind of a culmination of a process of losing myself to the distractions of the world. I spent a lot of time taking care of sick family, while trying to take care of muself and my own family, too. Well January brought a new year and a new outlook. I’ve lost about 25 lbs, my blood pressure is under control and the other health issues(which brought about more health issues) are improving, too. As I’ve been PEing, I’ve thought many times about telling my wife what I’ve been doing. But I finally realized that this is one thing that I’m kind of doing just for me. My wife is enjoying the bigger cock, so it’s for her, too, but it feels like about the only thing I’ve got that’s just mine. I’ve always had a problem with feeling guilty if I’m not always doing for someone else, but I think I’m learning to overcome that. Thanks for the support that I’ve felt from the other members. I’ve wondered if anyone else has the same feelings.