When the topic comes up...
I’m wanting to write about a recurrent situation I find myself in. Its happened on more than one or two occasions where I’m in a social situation and the topic of penis size comes up. And for one reason or another, jokingly or otherwise, the size of my penis is up for question. Every time this happens its like time slows down. I can hear the words coming out of their mouths before they speak it. I’ve learned to dread it. And I draw a blank. I have no witty comeback because I’m in shock. I sit there muted thinking how can I make them believe that I don’t have this insecurity. And all the while, the room goes silent.
I can probably think of a handful of times this has happened to me. And I get the feeling that whenever it happens, all my fears of inadequacy are written boldly all over my face. I mean, if anyone had any doubt about my size, my reaction would tell them everything they needed to know. Its really embarrassing.
Afterwords, more often than not, I am motivated to continue with my PE routine. So I guess that it serves a purpose. But I know that gains don’t come that quickly and I want to at least not have the same ‘dear in headlights’ reaction if it happens again. I am wondering if anyone has had a similar problem or if anyone has any suggestions. Any help would be greatly appreciated.