Want length before girth, but getting opposite
I have some pretty bad OCD and BDD (yes, just like DLD) and the main reason I do PE is because I have to be on top of the numbers or I feel horribly tiny. Since most people (outside of this forum) measure in length that’s the first thing I want to gain in, but my girth keeps going up just as fast as my length so to my eyes, it looks as if I haven’t gained at all!
I posted with my pics in the members forum that I wasn’t using a ruler after my initial measurements but the ruler sitting on my desk finally won me over and I couldn’t help it anymore. I measured a .5 inch gain in length and a .5 inch gain in girth, but it looks exactly the same when I look at it.
Should I just jelq less and stretch more if I want more length than girth? I currently do tons of both. BTW: I’ve been PE’ing for just under a month.
I hope this post makes sense, sometimes I can’t articulate my thoughts properly when I have an “attack”