Trouble Quitting Smoking
I feel like Cher in the Bally’s commercial, “The hardest part is getting started.” No shit sister!
I promised myself to quit smoking before I started because I doubt I’d gain anything with my peripheral circulation so poor. I have done some dry jelqing casually but haven’t started the newbie program because I can’t quit the fucking cigarettes. Damnit! I really do need the length and girth. I really am small. Don’t tell me I’m not; when only one particular model of condom fits you (Yes, the Lifestyles SnuggerFit) then you need to do this. I am SO pissed at myself because I can’t seem to do it.
I so desperately want to do PE because I know it works, I really, really do (you LIKE me! You really LIKE me!). I know that when the one outweighs the other (along with all the other health benefits of quitting), that I’ll do it.
I don’t know. I’m not looking for pity posts, just want to vent my frustration. Look how long I’ve been here for heaven’s sake!
Ugh. Just being disgusted with myself.
Thank you all, however, for keeping my hope alive. :D
P.S. - I put this in the main forum because it’s about PE more than about smoking, from my perspective. Anyway, it’ll get moved if the mod gods don’t agree. I dunno. I’ll shut-up now.