This has always been a pressing issue in my mind…how to keep your PE activities private, and how to deal with the prospect of friends and family discovering it. I’ve been wanting to pose the question on this forum, but did not want to spoil everybody’s party.
Do most of us really consider the impact of our private activities on our personal life if or when it was to become known by our valued social structure? How many would persist in PE after seriously considering the possibility of being discovered? Would you buy the pumps and Fleshlites? I’ve been a pumper for about 7 years and have put that somewhat behind me, but lately considered getting a Fleshlite for training purposes.
The first thought that comes to mind is, what if someone sees this in my apartment, friend or family. Even if I keep it well hidden, what if I am in an accident or incapacitated and family has to move shit in my apartment? What if I die and family has to go through all of my property. Do I care now what they might think?
I live alone and leave my PE crap laying out in the bathroom for easy access. I know my landlord has entered my apartment many times to perform maintainance, and I may have left things out. They’ve probably seen it and thought, “what kind of pervert lives here?”.
Before I started pumping I had a magazine lying around in the apt. promoting pumping with a picture of a guy pumping. A friend came in and noticed it and said sarcastically, “that stuff really works you know?” I should have piped-in like, “Oh really, you mean you do it?”. Maybe he did, I don’t know. What the fuck do I care?.
I’ve always thought that people that make an issue of this type of stuff in public have issues of their own. Its like the bully in school. Most people with stable personalities have better things to do than make fun of other people in public.
Anyway, I went ahead and ordered the Fleshlite. I’m not comfortable having it in my apartment, because it does carry a high pervert factor with it, but I have a good excuse. Hey, its for self-improvement. Nobody can argue that its a good thing for a man to be able to perform like a stallion, but try convincing anyone thats all it is for.
I’m sure my moment is coming.