psychologial change after gains
I’ve been bullied a lot about the short penis I had. Although flaccid is still the same, erect is average now. 6,5 inch. And I have learned from taoists books and practice how to use it and be a better lover.
Now I tend to let the world now that I am changed. That they can’t hold me down anymore. That I am strong, I really feel so. Feels like I am on fire lots of the time.
It feels like blossoming up. Like becoming my true self. That one is off course not only because of the PE.
And also no anxiety to others anymore for the possibility that they will make joke’s. So not being extra nice anymore. Just myself, thats an ok guy. I got to know him the last two years.
Also a “non giving a fuck” feeling towards the persons who always broke me up.
That last one is not good and I want to change that. That will happen. Maybe you can help me in this. I would appreciate it. I want to hear suggetions of you guys how I can change that. Maybe it will give me new insights.
I don’t have it to everyone, only the ones I can remember who always consciously tried to break me. The ones who knew that was my weak point.
I must be honest. It’s a real “non giving a fuck” feeling and “well now fuck you then” feeling. Now it feels strong, but in the long run such a attitude will not be positive for the interaction with other people.
Please give me some idea’s, I want to change that now I still can.
I don’t want to become an asshole. Then I could better stop Peíng.
I, can, I can, I can not, can not compute..
Last edited by anon771 : 06-09-2005 at .