Physical, Psychological, and Emotional Success / Failure
Jeez, I haven’t been on here in about a month. Last time I posted, I reported that I actually lost length and girth in the first month. I’m back with my second months results, but not just about my penis. Please read …
Now I know some of you are going, “Wow, this guy measures his junk wrong!” I’m telling you, I have been consistent in every way possible. My dick has apparently gotten “smaller” yet there has been a change. When I look at my dick it does appear to be bigger. When I am erect, it feels harder and looks bigger. I was with my girlfriend this weekend and she said “I swear it’s bigger”. Yet, I know the truth it isn’t. For our discussion, it hasn’t changed.
Now here is the thing. Although it feels bigger, the actual results are bringing me down … depressed / anxiety. Shouldn’t I take some pride in the fact that it looks bigger to me? When it comes the girlfriend, shouldn’t I be excited she is enjoying sex more (though I take whatever she says with a grain of salt, she knows I am insecure, probably trying to boost my confidence)? Has anyone gone through a period like this? It’s confusing to be honest, and I’m not liking my mood swings.
5 minutes warm up
12 minutes manual stretches
8 minutes Orange Bends
8 minutes Orange Bends
5 minute warm down
Sometimes I’ll throw a horse or two in when I am liking what I am seeing. Yet, it is still disheartening. What I found strange (although I shouldn’t have snooped) is that my family has a history of large dicks. I’m talking about 7.5” with 5.5” girth —- Or at least that is large to me. So I am trying to figure out how the hell I missed out on that.
I might as well get this out there incase anyone has advice. I have had two partners, both were virgins. One told me I had a really small dick, and my current one obviously hasn’t felt what a large cock is like. Should I fear her leaving based on size? If so, does anyone have experience catching a girl who has taken a huge cock and has downsized to something around my size 6x4.25? I’m often times irrational, thinking I probably won’t end up getting married because girls won’t accept such a small cock; or there isn’t any pleasure for her.
Just curious if anyone has experience with these feelings, how to deal with them, explanations for gains / losses results, tips on routine, etc.