PE as an addiction.
So I’ve come to decide that I’m a hard gainer. I’ve been at this stuff for five months now and have only gained around a half an inch in both dimensions.
That’s fine, but it just seems like a lot of work.
Everytime I look down now, my mind keeps saying, “It needs to be bigger…it needs to be bigger.” BTW-I’m around 7.2 BPEL and 5 EG.
I find myself ignoring other daily things in my life to succumb to my PE desires. I find myself doing routines even when I truly DO NOT feel like doing them.
Now that I have a true feel to what this stuff can really do, I crave it. I never want to take days off, but I know I must.
Perhaps the biggest thing is that it’s affecting my relationship of three years. I love my girlfriend, but when it comes to sex, this PE stuff is making me want to look elsewhere. (Sidenote: Lastnight she called me, “Big Penis Boy???”)
I wouldn’t say she’s prude, but straight up missionary all the time is lame; and a blowjob once every two months is not cool. Love she consider these things though, HUh.
I just feel like I can’t stop, and I want to share my new endowments with more sexually active women.
An Addiction that’s screwing with me, or A New Look at Life, ultimately leading to better things?
I have no Idea, But i think I’m stuck with PE for life.