A few days I suddenly noticed some gains, probably consequence of some consistence with PE over the last 3 months.
I’ve never been really consistent, so apart from some minor gain here and there, I never noticed any relevant change in size.
This time, noticing some 0,5” change both in lenght and in girth, I felt “excited”. Suddenly I began thinking I should keep on this time, I should do more, more jelqing, more stretching, more ADS, more everything.
I realized I felt addicted.
The first time we notice gains, I think, we become enthusiast; we finally believe it’s happening. That’s ok, it makes easier to be consistent.
Now I realize that, when the gains become relevant, we become something else: we are pushed to desire more.
I can easily guess that, after the years necessary to gain 2” (which would bring me close to what I consider now excessive, 9”), I could find myself with a bigger target; you know, like Forrest Gump, “I’ve come so far, why no more?”.
It becomes a dangerous addiction; I myself have never been truly fanatic of PE, feeling rather fine with my stats (6.5x5.7), and I did it mostly for EQ and to gain something in length. If now I’m here aspiring to a 8x6.5, what will happen in case and when I’ll reach it? And what can happen to men who are fanatics from day one?