On-Off-PE'er Back For Help
Hello everybody, I’ve been on these boards on and off for a good bit. I have also been PE’ing on and off (more off than on) for that same amount of time. I am 5.75BP x 4.5 (Both Erect) and because of this has had problems with self confidence and women. I’ve been in a few bad relationships where my girlfriends would bring me down because of it (one case forcing me to move), and I am really sick of it. However, good news followed; I am currently in a pretty serious relationship and I couldn’t be happier. I was attracted to her for her personality (we both love to do charity and donations, recently got back from assisting the building of a Medical Clinic in Haiti) but her looks (then and now) have really developed so that she can have any guy she wishes. Anyway, sorry for dragging on but yesterday I had sex with her for the first time (I kept pushing anything physical with her back) and well it went like I thought it would: We started with our hands (she said ouch twice), then went oral (horrible at that too, she had to kind of push me away once for sensitivity) then had sex. The sex part is why i’m here, she had no intention on hurting my feelings (and its just me being self-conscious) but she said “is it in all the way?” when it had been the whole time. After she fell asleep (forgot to say it seemed less than a minute, I ‘go’ extremely easy ((something else I dread about)), I went into my living room and just thought about how my size has really hurt me in more ways than one.
So I’ve decided to jump back on the Newbie Routine-
5 min hot wrap
5 min manual stretch (ten 30-second stretches)
10 min of jelq (two hundred 3-second strokes)
5 min hot wrap
50 kegels of five second holds each
Schedule: 2 days ON / 1 day OFF
But i’ve had questions about a Pump, ADS, and Hanging. Are there any companies I can send cash to and they can send me the package? I really don’t want this showing up on my bank records (as my parents have access to borrow money).
Starting Erect Length(Aug.1.05: 4.5BP
*Erect Length(March.5.10): 6.00BP****Erect Girth: 4.5
(PE on and Off, Starting March/10 I am going at it full on)