On and Off
I’m not sure I’ve titled this thread properly, but I’m having such mixed feelings about my PEing for the past month or so. I’ve definitely regained some lost length back to my previous max (6.85) and it’s much more cemented than ever before. But I’m feeling like I’m hitting a brick wall now.
It’s a long, slow process, I’m sure. But seeing some guys here posting their 7-9ers makes me wish I were that big too and a bit discontent with what I have and how long it’s taking me to break my previous maximun size.
My wife hasn’t really commented on the fact that in a short time (1st week) I went from 6.25 BPEL to 6.85 BPEL. I think she’s definitely enjoying it, but I don’t think she’s noticed it. If it takes me a year to gain another inch, gradually, I wonder if she’ll notice it then if/when I’m 7.85 BPEL-since it’s so gradual. I suppose it doesn’t matter to her nearly as much as it does to me, but I just want to WOW her and I know that if I were about 8-9 she’d be wowed.
Anyone have any words of encouragement for me?