Wadzilla… I feel your pain!
I am also 38 and suffer from no real confidence problems although I am sporting a bird’s nest on my head. I am very fit.. and feel great. Average sized dick was never a problem until after I got married and decided to contemplate having an affair. If I ever do I want to be in control of the situation as best I can. A big dick might help me control things a little better… so I think… did I say I was 38? Gosh I sound like a kid!
The affair may never happen… but if it does I want her eyes to pop as she sits atop the biggest dick I ever had.. and maybe the biggest she’s ever had!
I started about 6 months ago.. wish I knew about it earlier so I could have a few years behind me and an already larger than average member… but it’s always better to have started than to always think about starting IMHO.
I started martial arts 10 years ago when I was 28.. thought it was too late at the time.. but now I see it was the right thing to do! I enjoy sparring with those quick 18 year olds. I also enjoy taking them down to the mat and administering a bit of punishment, hahahaha.
My professional life could be better too. But I am taking it one day at a time like you are and working my way thru. Keep on keeping on… and I will be right there with you in spirit.
Start April, 2003: 5.75" BPEL, 5.25" Girth Current: 7.125" BPEL, 5.5"+ Girth still trying...