my progress - negative positivity
Hey guys. For anyone who’s interested, I’ve taken the past week+ off completely, after some heavy-ass horse and squeeze days.
Absolutely no change in any measurement, length or girth.
One thing I forget is my previous measurements. I just looked over at Size’s PE database, and I apparantly used to be 5.520” girth but I am now a consistant 5.7 (after 1 week of nothing)
So I guess I have gained… a bit… but this 0.2 of an inch has taken months and MONTHS! and I feel skinny as ever, because one new thing I’ve found with my girlfriend (her new favourite) is for me to give her the now standard clitoral orgasm with my tongue and then straight after dive in with my dick. She can take it all (~10”) and is screaming “more! more!”… She sure does open up alot post-orgasm.
Now, although this is a good thing since a few months ago she had never experienced an orgasm, now I am getting very depressed because not even my length which I thought would be more than adequate, seems to be quite enough sometimes… the time when it’s most important :( And then, not to mention my girth, which does not seem to ‘make a dent’ so to speak :(
I have started taking regular measurements in a spreadsheet, of length, girth, exercises done and whether measurements were postworkout or after rest days. My only encouragement atm is that I got to a real-deal 10”+ length after a good workout, although it has gone back to normal now, and I did get up to about 5.8” girth as well (also de-swellified now) So I take this as possible future growth capability. (I sure hope it will continue)
The one positive thing that I got from the week off, was that my discolouration faded noticeably, which gives me hope for post PE: that is, for the colour returning to normal once again. (although it’ll probably take years to completely fade away)
But atm, I am thinking that I’m going to be in this PE game for quite a while longer yet.
Sorry for my whiney ramblings, to anyone who I wasted the time of.