My personal victory
It’s been slightly over a year since I’ve started doing PE. I came to these forums as a complete mental wreck. I’d had gone through the worst thing next to a death in the family that a husband can go through. My security and general peace of mind was devastated beyond what I thought could be salvaged. God must have had his hand in directing me to these forums when I was at my worst and for that I thank Him like a poor wretch would thank another person who pulled him from destruction and put him high!
Tonight my wife and I had sex and once again she begged me to:
“hurry up sweetie, I’m getting sore”!
It took me about 3 minutes to take care of myself after she started begging me to get it done. Laying there in bed next to her and hearing her say:
was total music to my ears, not because I hurt my wife but because hearing this said is a new thing that I thought I would never hear, ever. I used to last 10 seconds if I was lucky and countless times I lasted 2 - 3 seconds. Not much worse for a mans pride then to know that as far as sex goes he’s a dud! Having a penis with a hair trigger is as worthless as a whore with a stiched up pussy. Sex with me was a nightmare I’m certain. I used to cum so fast I would try to cram it into a girl as fast as I could and jack-hammer as fast as I could before I would cum - - thinking that I was compensating by making it go in and out more. What a disaster!
As I said, I’ve been at this stuff for slightly over a year now and while it’s not really that much bigger then it was when I started doing these exercises I CAN NOW OUTLAST MY WIFE, EASY! To say my erection quality is unlike it was prior to starting PE would be an understatement of blatant facts. While I didn’t get the size gains that many here have got (Yet) I’ve got everything out of PE that I could ever dream of with ending my premature ejaculation. Seeing my wife with an open mouth of dissbelief as I slowly put my penis inside of her and start grinding is worth more then the hundreds of hours I’ve put into hard work in a small bathroom in an even smaller condo. For that I thank God for directing me to this place and meeting some of the best friends a person could ask for.. Think about it guys, how many of your “friends” know your worst fears, how much you ejaculate and the exact measurement (s) of your dick! We have something very special here and a heavy round of applause is due Thunder for pulling it all off!
I’ve got 3/4” of NBP to get before I turn in my cards and at the rate I’m getting it, you guys will be stuck with me for a long time. It’s coming very slow but even as negative as I am about my dick getting bigger I can see it happening, clearly! I especially want those who are new to this to know beyond a doubt that PE is very real and if the hours are put in, doing the exercises *and* reading the correct way to do them the payoff is worth far more then the time you spend.. Also, Thunder has mentioned that there are lurkers who read the posts but never say anything. I would urge you to take the next step and become a full member and start to ask questions and tell your story. I came here a wreck with my head hung low and within the last month my attitude has improved so much that my wife often times thinks I’m on drugs! I’m living proof that you can turn it around. I’m also living proof that someone can drag themselves up on the doorstep of Thunder’s Place Forums and be accepted with open arms by a community of people who care and are working toward a common goal. In numbers there is strength and there is great strength here..
Thank you everyone for helping me get to where I currently am and where I’m going…