Yep I would echo PEanist
This is the same reason that i am into bodybuilding.
Being better built (from being a skinny-assed teenager) gives me an edge over all the lazy guys out there who can’t be arsed working out.
What a nightmare it would be if everyone out there worked out as religiously as i do - then i would lose my edge.
Same applies to pe - i am doing this to get an edge - not to have any chicks i am with say “yawn an 8 inch dick, you’re average - who cares” - I want them to say “wow - you’re huge”.
Sorry but i need that edge - and i hate being average. In anything.