Maxed Out At 6.5" NBP
Just measured and I now stand at 6.5 inches NBP EL. If I max a kegel out, I can make it to about 6.8 inches. And I’d say, with a 100% rock hard erection I’d probably be at 6.6 inches (Without kegeling).
See, it’s been a rocky ride for me lately. I more or less quit PE again, until about 2 weeks ago when I started talking to a girl on MSN who I hadn’t seen in a looong time. Anyway, we started flirtin’ on MSN and now she wants to meet up and so do I. The only thing that’s holding me back is my size. I would have jumped at the chance to go and meet up with her straight away. So, anyway, I keep making these excuses up like “Oh, I’m busy this week working” and so on. It’s a bank holiday on Monday, I even told her I was working then. I’m thinkin’ that if I pull this off any longer, she won’t want to meet up and I’ll have blew my chance.
Anyway, the tale of the tape is this - I ain’t meetin’ up with her until I hit 7 inches NBP. That’s the only time I’ll feel comfortable with myself. And even then, before I meet up I’m planning on doing some erect and flaccid pumping. I know that many of you will say I shouldn’t worry about my size, and I even say that to myself over and over again. But damn society for making me this way!
I’m so self conscious of my size and my body it’s scary. But anyway, I’m back on track and things are truly looking up for me. I’ll never ever quit PE again until I’m happy with my size. Because, I know that if I do quit and stay at this size. I’ll be too scared to even go with a girl, to even kiss a girl in case it leads to anything more erotic and I’ll never have sex, I’ll fear women, I’ll hate myself for it and it will truly destroy me as a person.
Guess next stop is the big 7 inches NBP. Wish me look guys and keep PE’ing, never quit and never doubt!
Where would I be without PE?