Last ounce of effort with pe
Man when it rains it pours, I have tried everything and that = nothing as usual. I recently thought from day to day, well if I can’t get any length gains from hanging or any other exercise, then I know I can at least get some girth gains from horses. But no, I can’t do them right I’ve tried numerous times, and can’t do it. I grab around the base, and try to squeeze the head, and from there I am totally lost. I don’t know if I am properly retaining the blood or not. I read guys saying that the shaft balloons up while performing horses, sh%*&t I can’t get this dam thing to increase a quarter of an inch in girth while performing them.
That is when I just about lost it, I am so depressed and angry at the same time. I don’t know whether I should cry or punch a hole in my bathroom wall. 2 yrs ago I jelqued night and day, now I hang with a pvc homemade bib for last 4 months and my results nothing. So I figure, do some horses gain some girth first, but nope I can’t do them.
I feel like a loser sometimes, when I read newbies saying how they have gained a half in. in only 2 months. I’ve been doing this so much longer and don’t have sh@#$t to show for it. The last time I was down everyone picked me up, and I appreciated it a lot. And I’m not trying to get everybody to attend my pity party, but this shit is really starting to piss me off. I feel I’m giving it my all and some, and can’t get a dam 1/4 of an inch.
Maybe I’m cursed to have a small 5 1/2 in. nbel dick, it stands in my way so bad. I’m sure I could have lots of girls, but in the back of my mind I think what if I’m too little or can’t fill her up. I can just about swear I’d rather be ugly with a big dick. We always talk about “does size matter?” Do fu#*king birds fly, I am measley 5 1/2 x 5 1/8 and ashamed of it. I’m sorry guys but if your less than 6 1/2 bpel we are midgets in the real world, unless your girlfriend is a midget also. Girls can say what they want, “oh honey you’re fine the way you are, it’s big enough for me.” But if your size falls in the above category, they are pulling your leg and i’m not speaking of the middle one. I feel like minime playing in the NBA.
So to make a long story short, I am going to buy a bib starter and if that doesn’t do it I’ll probably quit forever. Thanks for hearing out my depressing ass speech. :horse:
Last edited by T-rex : 10-01-2002 at .