koknballz first PE anniversary
Just over 365 days ago I gave my dick its very first jelq. I will never forget the feeling after the first five minute newbie session, following a warm down, my flaccid hanging plumper than ever for a few days. I had a huge smile on my face. I wanted to conquer all the pussy I could get my hands on.
Times have changed, a little.
I can not begin to tell you what impact the size of my penis has had on my self esteem and my life. Part of the problem is that I am a decent looking guy with a personality fit for attractive women. But behind the charming exterior was a peanut dick. We often disagreed. I would land the gal in hopes of a sexual escapade only to find Mr. Shrivel tucking his head deep in his pubic carapace. What the fuck was wrong with me?
I started out probably 5.5 by 4.5 max, but I feared the measuring tape. I decided to measure after trying out some free PE techniques on the net. My erections were pathetic. Within a month I had attained .5 more inches in length and .25 in girth. I was amazed that I was part of the 6 inch club. Never thought I’d be part of that. Within a couple of months I switched up my routine, added hanging and increased the intensity of my jelqing. Measured again to find that I was now an inch longer and almost 5in girth.
I remained 6.5x5 for months, a few erections I had I measured nearly 7in. We all have these freak erections I think. They occur when you least expect them. I decided to work on girth. An intense squeeze routine and horses gave me a killer 5in flaccid and a solid girth barely over 5in. My flaccid stretch was 7.25. Notice how this is all past tense.
Something has since happened. I thought that my first PE anniversary would bring me joy of 6.75. Instead I have LOST. And I have a theory.
There is a fine line between growing and building a more resiliant penis. For a while, I was growing quite fine. However, it is clear to me that the tissues are incredibly tough now. IOW, I somehow failed to cement my gains. I now measure 6.25bp and under 5girth. Fuck!
I hope that this is not the end of the line. I do find it harder than ever to get a good squeeze routine or jelq in now, as it seems that the tunica is so damn strong I will burst a vein before I stretch the cc. I can jelq for a half hour and not feel any fatigue. Needless to say I am no longer on the high horse, I am worried.
Flaccid hangs are harder to come by. Recently I have had really small shrinkage during the day. And I have been PE twice daily. WTF?
I don’t know where I am going with this, but for all you newbies that are reading this remember not to let your PE go, make sure you cement those gains! Otherwise you will be stuck with a stronger, yet smaller, dick.