Just wanting to introduce myself
Hi everyone, I’m just wanting to say hi to all of you and introduce myself. I have been reading about PE and practicing it inconsistantly since 1998. I am very open-minded ,humble and hope to learn something from all of you. I am so thankful that an active forum with honest and experience members like this one exist. I believe that this forum will be a very crucial tool for many of to reach our enlargement goals with. You guys have been doing exactly what it takes to reach goals. Find someone who has acheived a similiar goal and learn from them. Every one here seems to be so helpful and understanding. This a true enlargers heaven!
I’m a 22 year old white male, 5’7”, lean.
Like many of the guys here, I have been unconfident about my penis size since my first sexual relationship when I was 16. At that time my EBPL was just under 6” and EG??? I didn’t really care about the size of my cock much before that. I am the type of guy that puts others first, and in my relationship, I wanted nothing more than to completely please her.
She was 5’4” tall, 115lbs. ( just for size comparison) and had a very accomodating vagina. She had been in one relationship before we were together. We dated for a year and she had quite a sexual appetite. Her slit was longer than the 3 out of the 4 women that I have been with since. Also, she had larger labia, clit, and was wetter than the rest of them. Many times while fingering her, I was able to get all of my fingers in to my palm not knowing that vaginal fisting even existed. She broke me in. I felt inadequate, but I believe that I would have felt that way in any of the vaginas that I experienced since except one of them maybe. I was just quite unknowledgable about a woman’s ability to accomodate. No one else has ever turned me on like her again. I have developed a true size fetish since being with her, and love every bit of it.
I heard something about pumping while I was still with her and told her that I was going to start pumping. She told me that I didn’t need to, and that I was perfect. I mentioned it again another time, and she just listened and smiled. Sadly, things ended between us. I emediately hit the books. I read anything that I could get my hands on about sexual anatomy.
I read anything from books purchased from book stores, library books, to college nursing books. I then discovered the internet sometime in 1997. I found Dr. Joel Kaplan’s website along with a few others. On that site, I found Gary Griffin’s book, “Penis Enlargement Facts and Phallacy” that I am sure some of you have read. I learned a bit from that book and still feel that it was worth it even though it is filled with lots of “filler”. The information published in the book gave me lots of confidence. I found out that I was average, enlargement really worked, and that many comercial websites selling things exaggerate about gains.
By this time I had matured a little more and grown naturally to 6.25”. I then bought a pump, and foolishly ordered an enlargement program mentioned in the book using auto suggestion (RACA). I pumped like a foolish begginer and got the petiachie hemorages and the donut effect. (I began to read more and question the ability to gain by pumping since most of the gains were only due to lymphatic engorgement. ( I did still believe that true gains could be reached by pumping, but how long would that take?) I read Gary’s book over a couple of times and decided to try the Cartham method and tugging. I done this on and off for two years (never consistantly for more than a month or so. I lived at home with my mom and two brothers in a two bedroom, one bath house. I also was working and still in high school) or so before I dated another girl. I had grown to 6.75” (my present measurement, maybe due to finishing growing naturally also?????) by 5.25 EG.
This next girl was 5’7” (no kids/17yrs) and had almost the same size vagina as the first girl that I was with. She just didn’t get as wet. Her vagina was also just as accomodating. I told her that I was into pumping and she said that she would like to watch. Unfortunately we broke up after only 2 months for non sexual reasons.
I kept believing that enlargement was possible, but was upset with myself for not sticking with it yet. I felt that I needed more information about pumping and juelqing. I got on the net every chance I got, and seldom pumped. Then last summer of 2002, I purchased a laptop and got online while being here at college. I searched the net and found www.morepenis.com along with other sites. more penis seemed to be what I was looking for since It was based on juelq, had size survey results, and was not full of hype. The regimen was based on hot compresses, manual stretches, and juelqing. I was thrilled and my confidence was boosted again. Nevertheless, I still didn’t stick with it. I am sharing a dorm room and we have community bathrooms.
I dated three other girls (two that have had kids and had smaller cunts????) during 2002 and I am still seeing the last one. I had done like others here and wanted to wait till I reached 8” or so to date again, but I didn’t want to keep my life on hold.
I brought my pump with me this semester and have pumped at least 4 times a week for the first three weeks, then I have just been juelqing lightly 5 days a week while I learn more here at this forum.
As I have mentioned before, I am so thankful for this forum and all of its members. I will stick with it. I am not giving up or giving in! I just had to get my priorities straight.
I know that my size goals may seem like they are slightly in excess to some of you, but I would rather have a bit extra and enough to compensate for different positions. I don’t hope that my added size will help me find a well endowed woman that will have much in common with me. I hope to be able to visit this forum as much as possible and learn all that I can. I will post my information on the data page and my regimen in the ruotine forum. I will keep posting monthly measurements. I’m looking forward to exchanging info with all of you. I am open to suggestions of particular regimens to follow. I will probably follow avocet8’s regimen.
May all of us give it our best and help one another!
Struggling with a peyronies injury during sex and loss of size after having been into PE.