Jelqing into the Void
The start of my PE journey was the hardest for me in my opinion. The lack of belief in what I was doing, the perceived risk, and the ‘slow’ results all feed into a feeling of what I call “Jelqing into The Void”. Basically the state of being that a beginner faces before he has realized any gains and is sure that he is not a fool wasting his time.
It has been really hard to accept my gains. In the beginning I was constantly checking with the ruler every couple of days. This is like trying to measure a tree growing day to day. I treated my practice like and experiment where I would carry out an arbitrary routine and then see if anything happened after 3 months…Then when I got some new readings, they sort of materialized out of nowhere, and I was very skeptical… Hey 1/8 here, 1/8 there. I felt like maybe I was measuring wrong, or my EQ made up the difference. But here I find myself undeniably 0.5” longer and 1/16 - 1/8 girthier…Before I would NEVER see more than 6.125 no matter how hard I was or how hard I pressed the ruler, my girth also was never past 5.5 and the tape ‘relaxed’ …Looking back the time I put in is really not that much. 3 months on the first leg of my journey. and I’m just finishing up the first 6 week period before 1 week of decon to rinse and repeat…
But god damn that first 2-3 months was like Jelqing into the void…
Now its just a matter-of-fact thing that I do. I do PE, my cock grows, sure there may be some snags and strategic changes along the way, but I feel confident that I’m improving and that is what matters most.
The void has taken shape.
Start: Dec 2016 BPEL: 6.125" MEG: 5.5" (5' - 9" 264 lb)
Curr: Aug 2017 BPEL: 6.625" MEG: 5.5625" (5' - 9" 239 lb)
Goal: 7.5" x 6" .....Early to Bed, Early to Rise, Consistently Stretch and Jelq for Size
Last edited by kavemonster : 08-04-2017 at .