Well after having spent the better part of 2 hours reading through the countless stories here on this thread (both comedic and tragic), I’d like to share my reason for starting PE..
I haven’t heard the dreaded “Is it in yet” (pray that I never will), but there have been a several instances in my life that triggered a “big dick complex” I guess. They occur in a “cascade” fashion, with each incident bringing me closer and closer to the truth: I’ve got a small dick that needs to get bigger.
My first gf that I had back in highschool, which turned out to be very long term (2.5 years), had one bf before me, but was still a virgin. There was this one day that she was giving me head, and like HalluciNation I kinda noticed that it didn’t exactly fill her mouth like I wanted it to; that was incident #1, but it wasn’t exactly too serious of an issue for me at the time.
Incident #2 came about 15 minutes later (I came, haha), and I made the dumb mistake of asking “So it’s pretty big huh?”, to which she said “it’s about the same as my ex”. Now to this day, I still don’t know how much truth there was in that statement, but it immediately set off a flurry of insecurities. After that day, I would constantly try to “maximize” my boner length just to make sure I had every inch I could get when I was with her. I always suspected her of lying to me that day, and it still sticks in the back of my head sometimes.
The third incident that worsened whatever issues I already had happened after we fucked around in bed for a while. I just came and of course, was turtling up like a motherf*cker. She then puts her hand down there, and I was pretty pleased at first cause I interpreted this as a signal of her wanting more. I tried to get it back up again, but failed miserably. She ended up kinda fondling it/playing with my LIMP dick and out of her mouth came the words “Aww, it’s such a cute little thing”. That was basically when I decided that I WANTED, NEEDED a bigger cock. Hearing the word “little” in a sentence with reference to your dick is something that I sincerely hope few men have to encounter. Kind of related to incident #3 is the fact that the range of sexual positions I could do was pretty limited, and I wanted to explore LOTS more (I measured in at 5.5nbp, 4.5eg).
We broke up sometime during freshman year, and the 4th and final incident that finally caused me to begin PE was a one-night stand that I had in soph year. In this case, the girl just straight up told me: “You’re small”. Terrible, terrible feelings ensued; I got this empty feeling in my gut as if I had just been kicked in the balls, my heart sank in my chest and shit. From what I can remember, I googled penis enlargement that very same night.
That last incident occurred only 4 months ago, and I started PE just over 2 months ago. I’m proud to say that I’ve gained (5.8nbp, 4.75eg), though not significantly and nowhere near my goals, but gains are gains right? I’m very excited about continuing with PE. I think a good piece of information to add is the fact that I’m of Asian descent, and as such have heard alot of the flack about “asians having small penises”. A huge motivator for me is to fight against this stereotype, and PE forums have already given me lots of hope for this cause.
Also I’m not sure if this is the case with anyone else, but I think I might be addicted to it.. The only thing holding me back from PE everyday is my philosophy that “less is more”.
Start: 5.50" x 4.60"
Now: 6.70" x 4.80" (Goal: 8.00" x 6.00")
Current routine - hanging/ads, clamping and bathmate