I'm here for a little while today to say thanks
Bib, Dance, ledzep, ThunderSS, Vivace, WilllB7, dino775, Kiwi, BeBop, YGuy,
JMeisterr, UIShrike, Penismith, Nortical, Sizemesiter, and all the rest who remembered me
THANKS FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART
Bib has been instrumental in keeping me alive and from doing something to hurt myself, which would
be hard since I like myself too much. Bib not only has a large penis and is a pioneer in PE, but he
has the biggest heart of any man I know. I don’t think anyone on the board knows the real Bib, but I
do. We talk on the phone everyday and even with his own personal tragedy this week,
he makes time for me in an unselfish way. He has made me see my life-altering problem,
the biggest tragedy in my whole LIFE, from a hopeful and optimistic perspective. He has been
one of my lifelines, and I emphasize the word LIFE!
Yea, it’s that bad. Don’t worry, I won’t, hehehe (humor?).
Guys, it’s bad that I spend half my time in therapy, have a circle support gruop of 30 wonderful
people, and I am for the first time in my 50 years, reluctantly, on antidepressants—Desyril.
Oh FYI Dance, my dick’s about 9 1/4 Long and 7 1/2-8 girth at the base these days even with
all my problems (dry jelquing now). That should make me feel better, and hell, it does. But I am painfully
learning the limits of that. There could be a lesson for you all here. I dunno.
I am supposed to feel good since I am so endowed, but I have fallen into an abyss, the likes of
which I am having a difficult time seeing a way out of. But don’t worry about me, I’ll find something out,
some sort of reason why. I am not even sure where I stand in the problem or if it is going to
continue to plague me. I am adrift in a violent sea of total ambiguity. Physicallly, in all the pain.
I have achieved my goal of chiseled abs too now, so with my handsome looks and good job,
I guess I’m a woman’s dream, right?
Well, look at the shape I’m in with all that. I’m searching for a reason why and trying not to get mad
at God. God has a plan here but I’m getting impatient to know it. To have known love as I have experienced,
and if you remember discussed happily and proudly on this very board, to be halfway between heaven
and hell is my daily life now, but I must pick up the pieces and go on.
Bib makes it look more optimistic. She should be a therapist, but he says he already is and
makes money off of people in his business from it (non-PE vocation).
I just cannot say enough about BIB, and I am damn glad I can pick up the phone anytime and
commune with him on matters of the heart, spirit, mind, and yes, dick (hehehe). What a gamut!
You guys, in my brief reading of some threads, have helped more than you can know.
I am going to hang around a while, but I don’t know what to say anymore. I cannot be of much
help right now, nor do I have much particular on my mind to say. I am sort of dead living. But
I know life is good and the guys on this board are golden.
I am sorry I have not been able to post. Please understand.
I am glad to have been so much help to so many people, but I am not able to help anyone right now.
I am truly honored to have meant so much to so many. I had forgotten.
God Bless all of you and God Bless America