Getting things off my chest.
First off let me start off by saying that PE is one the best things that has happened to me. Also one of the worst. Lately I have been obsessed with it, in sort of a fun way. I have taken to Big Girtha’s theory “Don’t let it turtle” in a big way. Keeping or doing something to my dick at all times 7 days a week. I feel more confident about my dick than I ever have. So here are the bad things, the first being the more I fiddle with my wood the more I feel like I am inadequate. Weird huh? I have grown a little and my dick looks a lot better then before I began my journey. It is just sometimes I get frustrated about not growing that much, that quick. I want a 7.5 by 5.75, is this to much to ask? I feel like I might just be stuck at my current stats which is a horrible feeling.
I have had the good ol talk with my GF about her ex’s just because we tell each other everything. I thought I had dealt with and gotten over the fact about them but our conversations still linger in the way back of my mind. She has commented on my gains and we do play around alot but no sex. I just do not feel like I am still enough for her, I believe this is because of her openness about liking big dicks. I have created my self a mental mind fucked state. Why can I not just be relaxed about being me and just enjoy her and everything we do? I mean seriously, every time we play around I enjoy it and am completely into it but right after, I am asking my self “what do you think she was thinking when she was stroking your hard as a rock dick”? Now I have stated that we talk about everything but I will not be whiner. I just want her to be as impressed with my penis as she was with her ex’s.
The thing is, with my soon to be ex-wife of 11yrs I still questioned myself even after making her orgasm over and over. The whole, if I was bigger would she be more satisfied? I have to say, I have really never been comfortable with myself as far as my penis and sex goes and I do not know why.
This post is probably pointless but here is where I feel I can get it off my chest and start moving forward. Everyone here is striving to make themselves better for one reason or another and no judgments are made. Thanks Thunders for being here even as a shoulder.
Started 5.5 x 4.5 erect Length and Girth Goal 7 x 6.5 erect Length and Girth
Currently 5.9 x 5.5 erect Length,Girth and going !