….The thing is, with my soon to be ex-wife of 11yrs I still questioned myself even after making her orgasm over and over. The whole, if I was bigger would she be more satisfied? I have to say, I have really never been comfortable with myself as far as my penis and sex goes and I do not know why.
Your playing games with yourself. It’s natural to question yourself about your “adequacy” regarding your soon-to-be ex-wife of 11 years. I did the same (only, regarding different aspects about myself) as my 18-year marriage came to an end (in 2005).
When a spouse makes that sad decision to throw in the towel, especially after many years, the other spouse is often left asking numerous questions, trying to second-guess everything, blaming themselves, etc.
Regarding sex, I used to plow my wife’s ass through the floor. She loved it; in fact, that rancid bitch still expected to get the dick from me after our divorce…after she moved in with her asshole boyfriend!
So, sex won't save a marriage.
Our problem - or so she says - was her “unhappiness” about “never having enough money.” I don’t what the hell would be “enough money” for her, since she pisses cash away constantly.
Yet, I have a friend who has a ton of money - and he just got divorced. They have so much property to divide up, haggling, fighting, court appearances, etc.
So, money won't save a marriage.
It’s the same old shit, different excuses. From everything I hear from my kids, my ex is more miserable now than ever. She’s just a crazy, crazy bitch. I have 11 or 12 buddies who went through similar nightmares as I did. The only difference? Their ex’s came up with different excuses.
So, quit beating on yourself. If your wife made “the decision,” nothing could’ve prevented it, nothing would’ve stopped her - even if you had a 10 x 8.