Does your ruler cheat you?
For about two weeks now I am in a PE off-period which will last about 4 weeks in total to decondition my unit more or less completely. Hopefully completely, in order to achieve some new gains when I resume my jelq routine again. At least this is what I have learned from the past that all my modest gains showed up after a longer break or when I first started doing PE. So there must be something behind this.
Ok. I started PE with about 5.7 inches. What I thought then was: “I want at least become average, so a little bit above 6 inches.” this happened after two months of jelquing. But when I measured, I thought: “ok, now I have a 6 incher but it still looks small. I have to go on.” My target was a solid 7 inch. Till now, I havent reached it yet, though I am already PEing for a couple of years. But at least I have hit the 6.3 - 6.4 threshold. Nevertheless I think “It is still small!” Sometimes I think that even a 7 incher will be small. Hey all you guys out there: Could you calm me down? Is a 7 incher big?
Maybe it is the ruler which is playing tricks on me. Or my mind which is judging a length often differently. Or my unit has become thicker, too. And this will probably “reduce” - because of an optical illusion - a present length gain.!?
And, often my mind is especially negatively impressed when I see my flaccid length. It seems to me that nothing has changed there since my 5.7 inch time which makes me often feel that I have no (erect) gains at all. It must be all an illusion.
OK, I was just “reflecting”. I am in break now. I have a lot of time. Please do not misunderstand that.:-)