I finally shook the monkey off my back.
After having you know what, I knew that it was the right moment to tell her. It was damn hard to tell her though. At first I just repeated penis maybe five or six times in a 30 seconds interval. She was completely like whatta hell? Then I told her that what would she think if I had a little bit bigger penis. She asked why on earth I ask something like that, and commented that it’s perfect (don’t they always do ;) )
Then I explained that I had found some stuff with proof in internet that could help me getting some extra length. She believed me that it could be possible, but still said that it’d be just stupid. Anyway, she finally said that I could do whatever I wanted, since it’s primarily my dick, but not to injure it. Maybe her reaction has to do with the fact that she’s never cum vaginally. So it’s not really a big deal for her if I do have a 7” or 8”.
My personality took over in the end of the discussion, and I revealed that I have been doing some PEing for over a year on and off actually gaining almost an 1” EL. I told her also that I’m a moderator over here and every damn detail… Even that I’ve developed JAI stretches. Could I be more open? No.
It’s easier to breath now knowing that I don’t have to cover up anything, and the thing that I can’t get caugth anymore, since she doesn’t want me to see me doing it — just tell her that I reserve bedroom for a half an hour just for myself :)
btw, she had no clue that I’ve been doing something like this. So the answer to the question in original thread is no.
A Man behind his mask.