I have been PEing on and off for over two years and have put forth a very concerted effort. After all this time I have gained a bit, but not what i had hoped for. When I started I was only 5” nbpel and 5” girth and 6” + bpel. Now I am approx. 5.5 - 5.75” nbpel 6.25 - 6.5” bpel and still 5” in girth. I had thought that I was gaining much more than that and to top that off I have lost 2” to my waist which may account for some of the gains, especially the nbp length. I know that there is much room for error in measuring, however have been as careful as possible. I have noticed that when I use a regular straight edge ruler and press hard against the bone, my measurements seem to be bigger. But if I use a tape measure with the numbers facing away and press the container part to the head for a bp measurement I only get about 6” bpel and 5.5” nbpel. I still feel like I am the tiniest guy around. Which measurement do you all think is more accurate? As an aside, my girlfriend knows that I have big issues with my “small” size. It wasn’t a problem in the beginning. She said that she has been with guys who were “much smaller” than me and that she could only remember one bigger. Is that possible? (she’s been with about 15 others) After hearing me complain for so long, however, she is getting sick of it and she told me she had a dream the other night that I whipped it out and it was “minuscule.” She said that I am now “in trouble.” I vowed that I would not bring up the topic again. I am always making self-depricating remarks about this issue in a joking fashion so almost all who know me have an idea about it. Needless to say I am worried and discouraged. Any comments would be appreciated. I dream of the day when I can be proud of what I have!