A Downside To PE
SO I’ve been here a while….lurking, PE’ing, lovin’ Thunder’s. No one can argue that this forum is much MUCH more than just about getting a bigger penis. The vast quantities of info available here are priceless.
But, I’ve come to realize a downside to PE. Well, for me, anyways.
Pretty much everyday I try and read the new posts, sometimes go over already-read posts, or search for answers to my questions. I usually do this prior to starting my PE. So, everyday, I read about gains, lack of gains, maybe view some new pictures of members making gains or starting out.
(zones out for a while, thinking)
It’s funny how ignorance CAN be bliss. During my first long-term relationship, I WAS the man. The sex was unreal. I heard a lot of “omg it feels so deep”. Performance anxiety wasn’t even part of my vocabulary. Yet.
Probably due to watching porn, I decided I wasn’t equipped like I should be. So, while still in college, I stumbled across Tom Hubbard’s old site. The seed was planted. I messed around a bit, but nothing serious. Hell, I didn’t need a 8x6 penis then. I was THE man.
To cut to the chase, I’m engaged now to a beautiful, intelligent woman. Life is grand. EXCEPT, yeah, you guessed it…..the (cough) MAN now needs that 8x6. Why? Many reasons. One, the main one, is because I know it may be possible to attain an 8x6 penis.
This is the downside I see to PE…..because I “know” that there’s guys out there packing serious pipe, and that I basically have the knowledge to attain that, but at this time I don’t (6x5, Joe Average, yup yup) and I may never get to 8x6, I now have serious anxiety when I have sex. All of a sudden I’m worried I’m not “filling her up” and that she’s not satisfied. I now worry when I’m flaccid that I may appear small compared to the rest of the guys in the locker room. Catching my drift???
I was far happier when I was ignorant.
Yeah, there’s lots of other factors in my story that relate to my state, and in NO WAY am I coming down on Thunder’s. I’m damn glad I found it, and I’ll never quit coming back here. But just knowing what I COULD have is making me anxious about what I currently have. And I’m not quite sure how to beat the negative mindset Ive found myself in.
If you procrastinate you choose LAST