A big step forward
Hello my dear friends!
This is my first post on 2008, and I have to share this with you. Yesterday, was a very important day to me. As you may have figured out, from my previous posts and threads, I’ve been dealing with a lot of insecurity about my penis size, since EVER. Well, when I started PEing, I became a bit more confident and secure, and always kept in mind that I was doing something to reach my goal. My goal never had anything to do with being huge, or being the biggest in the neighbourhood, I just wanted to feel average at first. I’ve always felt small…
Well, the thing is, in the past months I did realise I was overly dependent of my daily routine to feel ok, to feel that confidence I needed to make love to my lady. Basically, it was due to the fact that I usualy make love at night, and I use to pump in the morning, or in the afternoon, and I really was afraid that she could only have pleasure when I’ve had a pumping session early in the day. I’ve read a lot about the expansion that pumping provides, and I was really scared about having sex on my rest days. This fact made me skip some rest days, or even skip some chances to make love and come up with a different suggestion, like going out for a movie, or so.
Anyway, yesterday, and after one day of rest, I decided to give it a shot. What the hell! Not only we’ve had one of the most fantastic nights of love, but also I asked her if she found any difference on my penis, and she said it was exactly like the other times. We’ve had a lot of pleasure, we made love for more than one hour, and I finally went through another insecurity issue.
I guess some of you will relate to what I just wrote here.
Happy 2008! Lot of love to you.
2007: BPEL: 5.1 / MSEG: 4.5 / 2008: BPEL: 6.5 / MSEG: 4.8
I think it\'s amazing, the way that love can set you free...