Constant drugging and distancing from the self to try and accentuate some sense of gain or personal wealth in my outward appearance (which is still ungodly ugly and pathetic).
Seriously, Phreakk, you posted face pics awhile back. You are far from ugly. In fact, I’d say you look like a somewhat handsomer version of Billy Bob Thornton. Your problem is totally in your head.
Enter your measurements in the PE Database.