Want to get bigger for GF
I’ve met her, someone that I like a lot and can very easily see loving down the line. We met in English class and we both originally disliked eachother. We decided to do some homework together and we just started hanging out more. We would hang out in my apartment and get high and watch funny videos. One night, me and my friend were doing DXM and she was just chilling with us. I jumped into her lap because I was in an extremely cuddly mood and she started scratching my back and my head with her little hands. It felt amazing.
For the next month we would hang out in my apartment, cook together, watch funny videos, watch The Office and cuddle, that’s it. No sex, nothing sexual. Just cuddling for hours and listening to music. It was amazing. I knew she liked me but I didn’t like her back, and I told her I had no feelings for her. We continued to just be friends and have our weird cuddle relationship.
One night, after hanging out for hours and making yummy food, we both headed back to my bed and laid down to go to sleep. I would usually give her a back massage, or scratch her back or do other things but something just came over me. I started kissing her neck and being sexual. We had sex, and it was amazing. She was extremely tight and came really quickly. She laid there for 5 minutes recovering from her orgasm and I just sat with her and kissed her neck and touched her. She told me, and I believe her with absolute certainty, because we are completely honest to each other, that it was the best sex she’s ever had. And we continued to have amazing sex.
As we stand right now, I love her, and she doesn’t know. It’s impossible to explain in text how well we get along, and how she makes me feel, and I make her feel. Our relationship is amazing. She licks my cheek when I come pick her up. I nibble and suck her fingers. I haven’t seen her in a week and she just sent me a text saying she had a jacket of mine and it smelled like my place and she liked smelling it because it made her feel better about not seeing me for a while. I want to be her everything, and this is where the issue is. Of every single girl I’ve ever had sex with, about 8, I’ve been the biggest. I’ve always received a comment, the sex has always been good. But I finally find someone worth it, someone who I like a lot and someone I want to be their everything for, and they have an ex with a huge penis.
It hurts, it hurts more than something as trivial as a penis should, and it bothers me beyond belief.
I’m 7.4 inches, NBPEL, 8 inches BPEL, 4.5 EG.
Her ex is the same length, but the width of her wrist, I’d estimate, 5.5 EG.
I’ve done the newbie routine for months and I feel I’m ready to move on to other exercises. I’m a big fan of Clubber, I’ve read about 80% of his post history, as his girth gains are inspiring. My question is, from people who have gained girth, after experimenting and finding what works, what would you advise? I’m already buying a pump and a clamp, should I throw in Ulis? Or orange bends? And will massaging my dick using that fire-whatever(I forgot what it’s called) method help discoloration? How often should I do it? Should I beat up my dick, or go one day one off?
She also is fully supporting me with PE and we plan to play around with the pump. How is sex after pumping your penis? Or clamping? Has anyone tried it?
I’ve been keeping a log of my size and I plan on posting a log on here when I find out what I need to do. I want to build on the collected wisdom of people who have been successful. Once I figure out my routine, I will share what’s worked and what hasn’t as I go along. This minor detail may not seem like a big deal, but it’s something that I think everyone here can understand. Being the biggest, being her best, having a huge dick. I want to be that for her.
I know I have a lot of questions, thank you.