Very little gains in several years and my psychological issues
I am quite small, and totally out of my mind since I really feel like I’ll never be a good lover with a 5.6” EL, 4.7” EG penis.
I do know that is untrue and IF ONLY I would believe in myself, I could make women happy. But I don’t, and then I fuck as an inept.
Whenever my lady is increasing her pleasure and moaning and screaming, I do start *thinking* and I either lose my erection or cum. In both situations I am unhappy with the result.
I always see sex as a performance, never as something to enjoy.
Having a bigger penis would help.
My penis was actually smaller when I started all this about TEN YEARS ago, dedicating several months at a time to PE. It was 5.3” EL, never measured girth back then.
Now, being that tad bigger than when I started helps; it really does, but I want more.
I tried several routines, consistently.
I am really envious of those gaining about one inch in a few months.
Why isn’t that my destiny as well?
Why can’t I deserve a normal penis?
Why can’t I deserve an happy life?