Unique hardgainer?
I have been practicing PE for 15 months. I believe I have gained no length and just a tiny bit of girth.
BPEL: 6”
EG: 5.4”
I really can’t be sure the girth is not just my penis increasing its curve slightly over time, making it slightly bow out on the right side, as it curves up and to the left. Not sure if slight Peyronie’s or just a natural asymmetry. Total curve from base to tip is 45* angle, like a banana. I suspect that the structure of my penis inside compromises my ability to make gains. Figuring out what I need to do differently is the crux of the issue and why I’m finally reaching out on this forum.
I’m 5’11” and quite muscular (I’m an easy gainer with weight training), and I feel my penis does not match. I’m proud of my flaccid size (my foreskin and big balls make me look big while flaccid) but my erect size is just too short looking and feeling. To me. My glans is a bit small (narrower than shaft) so it offsets the reasonable size of my mid shaft girth making it appear less large near the tip. I’ve never felt big or tight inside a woman - they all feel loose to me. I feel like I’m a man with an 8”x6” penis stuck inside a smaller version and it feels depressing all the time. This is deeply important to me.
I wish to focus more on PE and master the techniques to truly make remarkable gains happen. BUT even with all of experiences expressed on this forum, I have my doubts that it is possible. I’m definitely a hardgainer to say the least.
I’ve done jelqing, manual stretching, bathmate, hanger and kegels. It seems that the amount I can do without hurting my penis is too little to cause gains. Jelqing even medium strength starts to make my glands risk broken blood vessels. Hanging makes my foreskin (I have a lot of foreskin, used to have phimosis which only retracted about 5 years ago. I’m 32 now.) turn purple and also risks blood vessel breakage in glans. Manual stretching doesn’t seems to be strong enough to cause an effect and doing the bending stretching versions feels like a great way to cause injury as well. The bathmate too just seems like temporary fluid that makes a weaker erection.
Now I know I haven’t tried everything. But I’ve tried a lot and I’m scared that many of the moderators’ results are too good to be true for me for reasons of structural misfortune.
I live a very health lifestyle and am very proficient in biohacking practices. I workout at the gym 1-3 hours a day and have made big strides there. I lost a bunch of weight as a teenager through diet and exercise. Point is, I’ve transformed myself in many ways and am so confident in many fields of body control. But PE eludes the shit out of me. I need to have more certainty about this and start making my first real gains. What should I do?
Please no Mr. Miyagi type of answers of looking on the inside or PE is an art.. I know its an art and will require patience. But I still need the right actions to create the right causes to make desired effects and no undesired effects based on my curvy small headed large foreskin penis. I work from home, live alone, and can put in the time - I just need to know what to do in that time.
Thank you in advance.
P.S. I still am not certain that this whole site isn’t fake. I haven’t seen 1 before and after picture set with the same ruler and the same camera angle in all pictures.