After a month or so off, I think it’s time to revisit this forum and make official my restarting of PE. I first heard about jelqing and stretching last year and have been engaged in some kind of PE activity on and off since then. I was hanging very consistently earlier in the year, until recently I scared myself with what I thought was a T vein. I stopped all PE totally (like I say this was about a month ago) and now am about to start again, probably just with the newbie routine for now. I’m hoping that maintaining a higher presence on the forum will encourage me not to give up. I have always had low self esteem issues regarding my penis and have had problems with depression for the best part of my life (I’m seeing a therapist at the moment) so I really think it is time to get this sorted and put it behind me. I know that PE works (I saw some gains during the time I was PEing regularly) my main problem is keeping it up the routine. I often get disheartened, or if I have a bout of depression it’s easy to just say “to hell with it all” or be dismissive about it and myself. I can tell that you are a supportive bunch in here, and I think that’s what I need with this issue. It’s easy to feel very alone with these intensely personal things. So, yep. Here I am.
At present I’m 6” BPEL and just shy of 4.5” EG