Totally bummed out
Recently i took a sperm and hormone tests, when i went for my results the doctor told me i have a very low sperm count and my testosterone levels were also low. So he sent me to take a slew of tests, blood work, more semen samples, a sonogram on my testicles, and so forth. I got my results on Friday and the urologist told me i have NO sperm whatsoever! Furthermore my test levels came back just as low as before and now my estrogen levels high. So now i have to go see a endocrinologist to put me on some sort of protocol for my low test and high estrogen, hopefully my balls can produce sperm again.
I knew something was wrong because i have been feeling tired and run down, my zest for life is practically gone, and my abundant sexual appetite has diminished quit abruptly, heck i look at woman now and nothing, no desire. This has got me so bummed that i haven’t PE since then. I feel like whats the point, especially since my gains for what ever reason seem to diminish. example i started to hang in November with 4 pounds i measured my self after 5 weeks and i gained a 1/4” in erect length and erect girth! I was ecstatic then something didn’t feel right all of a sudden i started to feel this emptiness around my pelvic area, my erections didn’t seem right so i looked down and it looked smaller so i measured, i lost the gains i made both in length and girth. I understand it was not a cemented gain however i still feel bummed out.
It’s all that damn estrogen and low test i know it is dammit!