Soon2Bbig's introduction to Thunder
Hello everyone, it’s great to finally be here. It’s great to finally be apart of a understanding good group of guys that support each’s endevours. I have been on the outside looking in for almost 2 months now. I have been reading every thread I could get my hands on and soaked up as much info as could in that time. I know what questions not to ask (does masturbation effect gains?)lol, and how to use the search bar. I have already mastered the art of vacuum hanger building and built a power jelqer. I have umlimited time to devote to PE and the will do it.
The reason I came was I beleive my penis size has really effected my life. I don’t think that I am freakishly small by any means(el 5.75”, eg 5”), but it certainly has effected my confidence. I have been told I am a handsome guy and I could get any girl I want. However, when push comes to shove I usually lack the confidence to get the girls I want. Everytime I approach a girl I hear all the vioces of friends and ex lovers in my head making a wise crack about my size. Nothing worse than getting a hot girl in bed and getting “stage fright” becuase your too worried she is gonna tell ppl your small atferwards. Hell I think my confidence screams “it’s small” because ppl that don’t have any clue assume it is small, which kills me. I know it’s all in my head but it’s impossible to shake. I beleive I was ment to find these forums and that in life everything happens for a reason. Never in my life have I needed a confidence builder more than I do right now.
About 8 months ago I found out my wife had been seeing another man “as friends” (ya right) for a couple months. I began to look back on all the lies and they seemed to come together. We seperated but remained in contact and occasionally fuking. When I was with her she was never sexual, hardly ever wanted it, and hadent had an orgasm ever. I tried my ass off to please her and make her cum the way girls in my past had, I was frustrated. Couple months pass, and she starts flirting with me again when I would come to pick our 3 yr old child up. Finally, we did fuk again after she dumped the new guy, only this time she’s hot, wet, and orgasms very easily, and I mean she is a gusher. I was very turned on but at the same time I was mad. I later heard from a friend how much she loved this other guys dick and how big it was. I spend 5 yrs with this girl and some guy fuks the first time and now she’s a gusher? Kinda heart breaking really. So then I try to make things work again with her only to find her lieing again for another guy.
I know sex isnt the most important thing to a woman, but I know it certainly helps for the simple fact of confidence in your ability to please. Now it’s time for me to start dating again and my only regret is that I didnt find this site sooner. I will be big someday, even though I know my determination will probably inhibit my gains instead of helping them. Well I plan to be a very productive and active member of this wonderful community so I think this is a long enough introduction. “Upwards and onwards my new friends!”