As stated earlier, You are perfectly normal. You might feel small because you are a grower and not a shower. And I know people will tell you that’s not bad (because it isn’t) when the girl see’s it triple in length or if you are at 1” even grow 5-6 x’s its length, but I feel you on when taking a piss or something like that. I’m a grower too and I wish it was a shower, but in all reality the erect length is what really matters. So try to get over that and know that when you’re hard you’re a good size.
Having said that, the newbie routine (if it doesn’t work for you) will at the least give you better EQ at least. It’s not really about growth in my mind, its about penile health which in turn will make it at least seem like it’s growing. And the newbie routine mixed in with fowfers will hopefully start the progression from a grower to a shower. So keep at it and good luck.