Why does everyone think I am going to kill myself, ha.
I said that I got into PE to improve self confidence, not to shrink my unit and want to kill myself.
It was used as a figure of speech to describe how shrinking your unit can make you feel.
I appreciate all of the opinions though. I think I will start stretching and decrease the force of my grip whilst jelqing.
Any other opinions would be appreciated as well, thanks again guys.