Hello everyone! I am 25 and have just started PE for about a month or so, and wanted to ask a few questions I have been wondering. My back story is that I am only 5’3 tall and average dick 5.8 x 5.0 and have never had sex or dated anyone. My reasons were not because of my dick size, but because of my confidence in myself wanting to be taller and buried myself in getting a career. Soon after I realized that it doesn’t matter what other people think of me I am happy the way I am and my confidence grew tremendously, and with this everyone started to assume I have this giant dick and now I feel a great deal of pressure on me.
After I figured out that I don’t care what anyone thinks of my height and started living I started to attract women just purely by my confidence when I walked into a room. I started hanging out with a girl who kept hinting at me wanting to tell her my dick size to make sure I was “adequate” for her needs, and became self conscious again. On one aspect I feel as if she is extremely shallow and cares only about pleasing herself, which has turned me away from her. But, my confidence has been shaken and I now have a new hobby.
Quickly after I began jelqing and stretching I noticed I was getting longer than usual and was reading up to 6.1 or 6.2 in length. Then I was practicing edging lost control and ended up going too far resulting in cumming. And since then I have gone back to my original size.
My question is if anyone has experienced this or know what might be my problem might be? Also, when jelqing how hard are you pulling away from your body near the end of the jelq at the head?