Hi all, Tug here….
The last time I was here I started to get into PE, but there were some serious problems at home. PE wasn’t a top priority and like many of my usual activities, was put on hold. During the past four months or so, I’ve had depression, anxiety and a slew of negative emotions. The good news is that all of the bad forced me to do some personal reflection and see the world through different eyes. I am a much more mature and confident individual now.
I’VE FOUND PE != CONFIDENCE
When I got into PE, I wanted to have a bigger dick to boost my confidence. I figured, if I didn’t have to worry about my penis size, I would have no trouble talking to girls, and even less problems in the bedroom. I know now that I was mistaken. Confidence is something that comes from inside and in my case I know it can’t be increased with the length of ones penis or the things one owns. Confidence is part of ones character. One of the few things I have found cannot be faked or changed externally.
But still I’m here doing PE. Why? I’m not sure either. Part of me wishes to see it through to completion; to prove to myself that I can complete some long-term goal. Another part of me would offer it as a gift to my next girlfriend, whoever she may be. But to be honest, I am comfortable with myself so my PE isn’t the result of feelings of inadequacy (as it once was).
Of course, I am only speaking for myself and do not wish to offend anybody. If I do, my deepest apologies.
Anyway, I just wanted to say hi for a second time around. I’m looking forward to posting here to get and give support when I need or it’s needed.
“You are not alone.” -Animatrix (A Kid’s story)