PSD dot com victim
Hi, first post, whutup!
I am glad I found this place. Lets get down to the nitty gritty. I’m 21. I hadn’t been having sex for about a year and it was driving me crazy enough as it was and then I discovered that infamous site penis size debate .com. It got me thinking, it got me worrying.. About a month ago I was a little depresed I think, realizing of course what exactly the reason was for my complete lack of success with women.. I used to be a freak man I would think of all kinds of nasty stuff, but now thats shutoff and I am relegated to thinking about all aspects of sex in terms of penis size. So I’m somewhere drunkenly watching byron lee and mandingo movies, crying, trying to figure out how I could move to asian country asap.
Well I found this place and I am optimistic about the future.
I am gonna start doin the excercises, (newbie routine) I’ve been kegeling for a good minute now
I have a penis that is uncircumcized and measures 6 inches long, 5 around.
And I still have a problem. See I want to holla at these women. I even do, I get numbers, I do all that. But I’m scared. So so scared. Plus, I hae a bit of a preference I’ve noticed, and it’s not all the time.. But I think it’s worth analyzing.. I usually holla at the sisters. And as a disciple of PSD dot com, and after evaluating moan power and eye twitch velocity of porn stars africa and ebony ayes (among others) as they get busy with various sized schlongs, and after having a dream where all I could hear was beyonce singing “and he carries big things if you know what I mean” over and over again (plus theres a soca song that goes “woman like big doggie man, big doggie man!”) well I’m convinced that I’m gonna not be big enough for the average black woman.
Well I’m emasculated and sexually crushed right about now..
So anyway how did yall overcome this “pre pe intimidation” or whatever it is that iam having. Which is: I don’t want to wait. I want a relationship now. (Or a fuck buddy I mean, whatever I guess) but I’m just nervous about my ability. I’m sexually inexperienced as it is, virgin till a year ago when some angel decided to atack me at a friends cousins boyfriends house.. And ever since then it has been a downward spiral of platonic relationships followed by the website discovery.
So is the “idea” to get some woman and humorously explain to her that the “d” will be getting bigger and bigger over the course of our time together? I mean obviously not upfront but maybe when the subject of sex comes up, or possibly after a sexual encounter.
Peace and goodnight