It sounds like you have attracted one of the rare ones who appreciate you for you! Don’t ruin a good thing by pushing her away with your crazy jealousy. If it wasn’t your penis, you would be obsessing that some other guy has more money or is taller or is more worldly or funnier, etc. She obviously likes you for just who you are. I doubt that she likes your jealousy, however.
The reverse usually happens. A guy loves the way a woman looks and tells her so. She thinks she is fat and when you say she looks good, she thinks you are lying and there is no way to win. She eventually pushes the guy away because of her own insecurities because she feels not good enough. It sounds like you’re doing this type of thing.
You can re-program your subconscious to enjoy your good fortune instead of screwing it up, through affirmations. “I deserve to have a great girlfriend.” Or something like that. These things really do work.
Start: (6-27-03/at age 45) 3.75" BPEL, 4.75 EG". Current: 6" BPEL, 5.5" EG ... Update (2/2010): My current love doesn't want me any bigger... can you believe it? So, I've decided to take a break from PE. But I'm still happy to inspire people and respond if you contact me.
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