Newbie says hello
Hello to you all,
My name is Alex, 44 years old from The Netherlands, Europe
I stumbled across PE enlargement while surfing the internet and it got my attention.
After 3 days of exploring and reading I decided to join in and start the newbie program (jp’s 90 days beginner program)
Here is my story:
Only after reading the psychological frustrations of other members, I realized I have been suffering from the same frustrations.
During puberty my male friends used to laugh at me when showering after sports, they even gave me a nickname: Cornuco, which is the brand name of a curled chip (looks like a cashew nut)
I don’t know if they sell this in the USA, but I hope you know what a cashew nut looks like.
Until this date I have this nickname as my hotmail account. (Writing this made me decide to delete this account)
As an excuse I always laughed back at them saying that I have intelligence compared to them (which I have), and told them
Girls don’t want big dicks, they want a bright guy, financially succesfull and able to support a family.
After that period the male friends also started doing fitness/body building, again I said that this is for the “empty brains”.
Well, the facts are: They got the “Pamela Anderson” chicks and are more succesfull in live then I am..
Shure I had girls, but they allways were the 2nd choice as I never was confident enough and to shy to make contact with the really nice chicks.
Only since 1 week I started to realize that my frustration had it’s impact on so many things in life:
- Career, I never was “confident” about myself which allowed others to have career progress.
- Sexlife, thinking about it now made me think that it has always been like I had to “prove” something instead of relaxing and enjoying it. I didn’t want the girl to hurt me by saying I had a small one.
Well, I can go on and on about the impact it had on my life.
Let’s hope PE works for me and opens the way to a new, less frustrated life.
I will keep you posted about my progress.
Here are my starting stats:
BPEL: 5 7/8”
MSEG: 4 7/8”
BPFL: 4 3/4”
MSFG: 4 1/4”