Welcome to Thunders mate. A lot of us had some of the concerns you have posted here, however we have been saved from a lot of our concerns. Most of problems lie not between our legs but between our heads. You are doing well by starting off with the newbie routine, it will not only condition your unit but you will most likely make some good gains there too.
There is so much you can learn from this forum and many of the folk here and some of the experiences which they have shared with us over the years. I know its easier said than done, but mate I think you should unwind, if pussy is being offered to you do not run from it merely based on the fact that you feel you may not measure up. No mate you have to step out there and make the most of the situation. Go out there and have fun. Getting laid is not some competition its about you and the person involved having fun and on many occasions learning a thing or two.
I too used to turn done pussy because I thought my unit was too small, too skew and whatever else….that was nonsense I realised that when I first got down. Some times we make things way too complex, just go out there and have fun mate, experience and a willingness to learn is what will continue to make you better.
05/12/2005 : BPEL: 6.1"x EG:5.5" Current as of : 24/12/2011 : BPEL 7.87" x EG: 6.3" Long term Goal 8.5"x 6.4"
" There is only one option success; for failure is the refusal to persist"