Newbie from Portugal
First of all sorry for my english, its not perfect.
Well, my story maybe was like many others but I will tell you anyway.
I’m 39 years old and I wasn’t sure my cock was small until I had my first gf. I am 5.7x4.3.
She and I were both virgins, and we were not experienced. One of the first things that she told me it was that she almost couldn’t feel anything. That was a major shock for me. We were together for 7 years though and the sex got better of course. But the size remained in my head.
Then, after my first gf, I had a Brazilian girl that had lot of experience with boys. At first was very good, but then she told me that my cock was small(thin). That blew my mind again.
After breaking up with her(not because of size issues, but lack of love) I stopped dating women for 1 year because I loved her and I was with broken heart.
Then I went alone to Thailand for vacations. I had sex with a Thailand woman and the sex was great(she was not a prostitute, it was a gf that I knew). Then I had a lot of sex during that time I stayed in Thailand, with random tourist women.
Then I got back my self-esteem. I had sex with some women, then I met my ex-wife. The sex was ok, and she loved the oral sex that I gave her. But I felt that it was very rare for her to cum with penetration. Then I thought that almost any of women that I had sex with, never had penetration orgasm.
Now I’m divorced and had sex with more women. And most of them, when I ask about my size, they say its small. Most say the sex is amazing, but I don’t really believe that. I use a lot of foreplay and oral sex, and every woman love it. Some say its the best they had.
I keep dating women, and I don’t stop because of my size. I still love to have sex despite my insecurities.
But sometimes, reality comes in.
I started PE three months ago in a website called okaydick, without any results. I stopped. Then I found this website, and watching a video I noticed that maybe the technique for jelqing it was different that they showed on okaydick.
I think I was doing it wrong.
Anyway, yesterday I started again with the newbie routine. It will be hard to stick it with but I will give my best to get results.
Thank you for reading my story, I hope I will have better news in the following months.