Nervous First Post
Hi everyone. I have never posted here before and am a little apprehensive - don’t really know why.
I have a few questions and things but really just wanted to check in with the more experienced people that I am on the right path.
I started PE in Feb 2006, as I have always been ashamed of my penis. There’s the truth. I have not ever had any complaints from my wife, as the erect state is OK ish (will post measurements later). Flaccid, I would never let anyone but my wife and my doctor see it (I think you call it a grower, as opposed to a shower) and would run a mile from male showers, though did skinny dip once when I was drunk at a party :-)
Anyway, I have always wanted a bigger one, hence the name Reggib 1 (Bigger One) and found out about jelqing by pure chance on TV. Found this site and started work. Jelquing only to start with but now stretch a little as well.
Size:- Well, I wish I had taken proper measurements in Feb when I started. Girth is about 5” at the base Flaccid, about 2.5” to 3”, Erect 5” non bone pressed (measured from top, not side) Bone pressed Erect 5.5” to 6” (again measured from the top) the difference in measurements is partly as I don’t recall exactly and the arbitrary nature of the way I was measuring.
I have had some gains, and again, wish I had documented them better as whilst I know there are gains it’s difficult to know how much exactly.
Gains:- If I am really hard I can squeeze just a tad under 7” bone pressed, measured from the side and just over 6.5” from the top. So it’s has got bigger, but I have lost my way a bit with all the measurements - due in part as the gains are so slowly gained it’s difficult to know if they are imagined or not.
Which brings me to another point. I can hardly believe that this is working. I measure, and it’s never the same, always bigger by small proportions but bigger nevertheless. I don’t know why I struggle to believe what’s happening but I do. I suppose it’s because it’s something I have always wanted I hardly dare believe it’s attainable. Does that make sense?
My wife is yet to notice any changes though :( I think that the day she says “Has your willy got bigger somehow?” Then that will be a great day indeed. I have not told her what I am doing and probably won’t unless she notices.
The one thing that I really want is a larger flaccid penis, but there are no changes there. My penis is ever changing, some days it looks bigger than others, but when it’s at it’s smallest it really doesn’t look any bigger. Is there a technique that deals with this? This is the real reason that I want a bigger one - though obviously I would love to have a larger erect penis as well.
I have had no girth breakthroughs either. The girth remains the same at about 5”. Any tips on this?
Lastly:- What happens in our life that makes us ashamed of our penises?
Sorry to go on - it’s been great to ask the questions and talk about something that has been a secret to me for the last four months!