You know what, I’m going to go out on a limb here and speak what’s on my mind.
You want to kill your self because of your dick? Because you have it in your head that your dick is what makes you a man? Because your dick makes you loose all your girls? Because your dick is the deciding factor of weather or not you live or die?
Man, I get the fact that women leave you because of your size, I get the fact that you’re sex life ain’t pretty, but you honestly fucking think that killing your self is the way to fucking go because of your dick?
If you get the fuck over your self, and be honest with your self, you could probably find a girl that will let you put a dildo in her pussy and fuck her in her ass at the same time, but I am guessing that since you are contemplating suicide you can’t go and talk that openly about it. Man, shit in life happens. Some is dealt to you, some you deal to your self, but motherfucking suicide ain’t a thought that should enter a mans mind ever, not ever, no fucking situation, no problem, no nothing is bigger then the beauty you will see in life!
What because you have a small dick you can’t see Oludeniz? What you think that you can’t satisfy a woman with other means sexually? You think you can’t talk that shit out? You think you can’t manipulate a woman into that? You can. You fucking can!
It isn’t easy, but at the same time, it isn’t hard man! Life sucks, it sucks every day, every minute of every second, because we are not the ones who decide what cards will come to us from the deck, even if we can deal the hand we want to our selves. That is a metaphor for trying to cheat life, and cheaters in any aspect always get caught! But regardless of the hand you have in hand, you always have the option to focus or fold.
So focus, focus as hard as you can. Focus on PE, focus on psychology, focus on learning how to talk this out, and focus how to talk to women about this, find a creative way to turn this from a anomaly into something that makes you special, but god damn it, do not focus on the easy way out. Do not think that dying is better then living. Do not believe that there is a heaven or hell outside the world you create, because they both depend on how you are going to take this ride!
Life sucks so get to love it as such! Even 15 inch dicks have serious problems!
Always remember that once you reach rock bottom, there is no where to go but up. Always! Always! If you loose the chance to go up from rock bottom (suicide) then you loose the very thing that makes this life worth living. So fuck suicide, fuck dying.