Please move this to the Life, Love and Fantasies if need be.
Just wanted to share my story with everyone and why I’m starting PE. 10 months ago I broke up with my gf at the time, during the next 7 months I slept with one other person and she slept with 6, 2 of them being on more then one occasion. This bugs me because she used it as a method of getting over me and slept with them all the first time meeting them in person..
Anyways thats besides the point, we’ve been trying to ‘work’ things out but now everytime we have sex she feels extremley loose to me and it really bugs me. She would tell me I’m big during anything sexual but I know it’s not true and she’s just saying that as I’m only 5.8 BPEL and about 5.6 NBEL and about average thickness. And a comment she made after her friend claimed she was with a guy with a ‘forearm dick’ she said how could that be true after she’s only seen like 2 dicks and just the way she said it I could tell she was claiming that she has seen one she claims is as big as a forearm. Which I’m guessing is probably anywhere from 7-8” (from a girls perspective).
Thats when I had to look for anyway to increase the size below the belt and I came across this site. I’ve been working on the newbie routine for nearly 2months come the start of January and still not seeing any changes. At the beginning I would get morning wood but now that has faded. I do have some new hair growing up the penis and a bit on the side but thats the only change I’m really seeing. I’m getting more and more down as the days go on.
Anyways call me crazy but me and my gf are going without sex for a while till it feels comfortable again I guess, I know PE is a marathon and not a race but I’m hoping to see some sort of hope in the gains department soon. As I suffer from OCD and this is really on my mind constantly about how much ”looser” she feels now. Is that even possible for a woman to become that much more loose through vaginal intercoruse? Or is it all in my head?
.Anyways after 3 months of the newbie routine I was thinking about buying a bathmate or a penimaster? Or moving on to Mem’s Momentous Rapid Gain Mechanism or perhaps Bennett8’s stretch routine? I’m looking for length gains not girth. I want to come back with a bigger dick for her so maybe she won’t feel as loose anymore or the thought in my head will at least fade..
Let me know what you guys think about all this, any help or similar experiences are appreciated.
Hope to see some sort of gains soon.
GOAL: 7 x 5.5