Mindset of "not enough" penis.
Hi everyone, I wonder where is it comes from?
What I’ve noticed it is life or death situation, when it comes up to sex. I mean, when I feel really good, seeing my girl enjoying sex, moan, response, being horny, I literally feeling like a man, my confidence goes sky high, and I can make sex for an 30min -1 hour before I want to cum and my EQ is strong. But when the girl don’t respond really good from the beginning, it sucks( especially if its the first time) The first think which comes up to my mind - is it my dick size? She want bigger right? I knew about one girl, she had a boyfriend with big thick dick, and when I was having sex with her, I came in like 40 seconds when I was inside her. So I think having a problems with cumming too soon is problem of my confidence.
in about 3-4 weeks my “love of my life” will arrive and I don’t feel good about it, from the very beginning. She is beautiful and I don’t trust in myself and being scared,that I screw it up, its the first girl which actually mean something for me. We talked about penis size, I wasn’t trying hard to know all the stuff about her ex’s and all that beta bullshits,but she told me, that she don’t understand, why guys are so concerned about dick size, that the most of guys was pretty much the same. We come up to my size, and I told her, that I´m from 6,5 to 8 range which is a big range, but she was happy, talking about my size like it was 7 inches, which is my size without bone pressed. So when it comes up to sex, she wont be surprised about my length. My EG is average and I cant get that out of my mind. I started clamping and my temporarily girth jumped to 5,15 but I want to meet her with 5,5. I know my size is ok, but I cant get rid of that mindset which i created when I was a kid with small dick! believe that until I boost my girth I wont trust in myself and its suck, because I don’t want to wait.
I don’t know the point of this thread, but pretty much need to tell somebody.